Do i have issues? cuz i think i do.. read and answer my story please.....?

Wow, you might not want a lecture, but it sounds to me like he is no good. What kind of guy would spread a rumor around that he slept with you and ruin your reputation if he seriously liked you. Sounds to me like you need go get over him. You may lust for him, but it doesn't sound like love. If it was, you never would have let the whole Freshman/Senior thing bother you. And there is no way he loves you or even has any respect for you.